; “please listen”
Sometimes, or most of the time, I think of something that makes me wonder if I’ve gone bonkers. Other times, I have these bottled up feelings that I need to vent or I’d feel like I’m about to explode.
Have you ever wanted to communicate your emotions to someone and yet the other party just shakes it off as ‘you’re thinking too much’ or rudely ignores you?
I experience it almost on a daily basis in the past. I used to be what people call a ‘social butterfly’, thus my friends who are cliquish always had common topics, and I would often be left out after saying ‘hello’.
Recently, I frequently think about my death. I think about how to help my friends even after I’m gone. I think about what to write for the friends I care about. I think about worldwide issues like world hunger, bullying, the homeless etc.
Yet, at my age, people normally just ponder over what they should eat for their next meal. Which is totally understandable. I admit that the topics I think of may be a little heavy.But even so, I can’t stop myself from imagining or thinking about all these ’emo’ or ‘depressing’ topics as they say.
Let me know if you are the type to easily dismiss others or the one who gets dismissed frequently like me? 😀