; am I too petty?
Because I have been feeling that I am for like one and a half years now.
At that point of time, someone I really looked up to hurt my friend really badly. And I haven’t found the courage to forgive him yet. I don’t even know what to say to him so for these one and a half years, I’ve just been avoiding any interaction with him. On the other hand, my friends seem totally fine with him.
A couple of weeks back, he invited a few people, including me, to perform for a concert. I didn’t want to reply because I didn’t know what to reply. Should I go? Should I not go? These questions just stuck to my mind subconsciously. And yesterday night, he texted in the group saying that he hopes to have more people performing. So I plucked up my courage to ask him a few details. In the end, I didn’t dare to put my name down so I just texted saying that I’ll think about it.
The reasons why I don’t want to go:
- I definitely deproved from the last time due to my back injury + not dancing for a few months, and I don’t want to disappoint anyone
- I don’t know what to say to him
- Some people who don’t like me are in the group
Reasons why I do want to go:
- I want to see my juniors
- I want to get back into dancing
- I want to keep myself busy
I know you guys will give me good advice as always, thus I’m putting this up on my blog. What should I do? Go for it or nay?
Thank you in advance!! 🙂