# 15

; am I too petty?

Because I have been feeling that I am for like one and a half years now.

At that point of time, someone I really looked up to hurt my friend really badly. And I haven’t found the courage to forgive him yet. I don’t even know what to say to him so for these one and a half years, I’ve just been avoiding any interaction with him. On the other hand, my friends seem totally fine with him.

A couple of weeks back, he invited a few people, including me, to perform for a concert. I didn’t want to reply because I didn’t know what to reply. Should I go? Should I not go? These questions just stuck to my mind subconsciously. And yesterday night, he texted in the group saying that he hopes to have more people performing. So I plucked up my courage to ask him a few details. In the end, I didn’t dare to put my name down so I just texted saying that I’ll think about it.

The reasons why I don’t want to go:

  1. I definitely deproved from the last time due to my back injury + not dancing for a few months, and I don’t want to disappoint anyone
  2. I don’t know what to say to him
  3. Some people who don’t like me are in the group

Reasons why I do want to go:

  1. I want to see my juniors
  2. I want to get back into dancing
  3. I want to keep myself busy

I know you guys will give me good advice as always, thus I’m putting this up on my blog. What should I do? Go for it or nay?

Thank you in advance!! 🙂

Warmest hugs,

e.clair ♥

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2 Comments Add yours

  1. Waffle says:

    hi love,

    i understand your thoughts about this (and have an idea who the people involved are hahaha) but it all boils down to what you WANT to do.

    if you rly wanna dance, then go ahead, don’t let anything (or anyone, for that matter) stop you. and who knows, you will probably learn and maybe gain something (perhaps, form bonds?) along the way.

    be strong ❤

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    1. Thankyou love! You always know what to say :’)

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