Week of 9 Oct ’17

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Blessed.

New Experiences

Tuesday (10.10.17)

On Tuesday, a friend of mine brought me to Novena Church.

Honestly, it felt amazing to be in touch with God once again.

I have been to church a couple of times a few years back. A church that’s relatively near my home. It is named Grace Assembly of God, and it’s a church for Christians.

Back then, my friend invited me to join him in church with a couple of others from school because I expressed interest in Christianity.

I didn’t continue going because I felt guilty lying to my parents about going to church (my dad is a religious Buddhist and didn’t like the idea of me going to church at the time). And I remember thinking to myself, “Would God want me to lie to my parents? Even if it was to meet him?” And I told myself, “No, he wouldn’t. Perhaps it’s not time yet.”

Eventually, my dad and I talked about it and he said that when I’m 21, he’ll let me make my own decisions.

So from then till now, I have been observing and listening in on conversations about Christians or between Christians. And over the years, I became increasingly sceptical about becoming a Christian in the future. Not because I didn’t believe in God anymore, but because of the things they (people who proudly claim to be God’s children) say or do.

From a young age, I have believed God to be the true ruler (as crazy as that may sound) even though I was born into a Buddhist family.

I strongly believe that God loves every single person on this Earth (no matter what they do). But many ‘keyboard warriors’ have been writing hurtful comments in the name of God. And that made me think twice about my choices.

But thankfully, there are people who live humbly like the Lord. And I am grateful for the people in my life who patiently answer all my queries. (Sorry!) And now, I feel a little more ready to commit myself to a relationship with God after going for mass in Novena Church.

Okay, long backstory over.

Another new experience I had was eating pho!

The thought of eating Vietnamese food never really crossed my mind because the smell of the herbs they use is a little overpowering. But I guess I got to try it this time and I love it! It is really good and I can finally understand why people love it so much HAHA.

Birthday Celebration

Saturday (14.10.17)

A birthday celebration also happened this week!

One of my girlfriends and I have been planning this surprise for about 2 weeks maybe? And in the previous week, we headed out to get all the presents and camped in my crib till late night just to pack everything and come up with clues etc. It was so much fun.

I absolutely love planning surprises as much as I love being pleasantly surprised by the people I love.

If I become rich in the future, I’ll probably be one of those people who would go all out to surprise my dearest family and friends HAHAHAHA.

So on this day, I met up with my girlfriend about half an hour earlier to take some photos to lead the birthday girl to where I was. She didn’t know that I was going to be there. She thought that it was just going to be the two of them.

But yes, she found me eventually! (YAY)

And we went to dine at Hot Tomato Grill. This was where we gave her clues to guess what her presents were. We had 5 packages for her to guess HAHAHAHAHA. It was so much fun and all of us had a great laugh out of it. Even one of the waiters stopped by to look at the clues (which was a little creepy at first).

After which, we decided to catch The Foreigner. (It wasn’t bad. But I wouldn’t catch it again… Oops.)

Anyway, the point of any celebration is to make sure that the main person enjoys it! And I’m glad she did! 😀


This week’s update is a little lengthy, let me know what you think about it! Yay or nay?

Song obsessions ❤ of the week include:

  • Marilyn Monroe by Sevdaliza.
  • Human by Sevdaliza.
  • Sick of Losing Soulmates by Dodie Clark.

Always dreaming,

e.clair ❤

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# 59

; weapons and war?

Please bear with me friends, this is going to be a long post.

Days ago, I watched a video featuring an atomic bomb survivor named Nobu Hanaoka.

Mr Nobu Hanaoka was 8 months old during the bombing of Nagasaki, Japan. Thankfully, he survived it. But unfortunately, his mother and his sister passed away when he was six.

I think the scariest thing about this was that they weren’t even in Nagasaki, and yet, they had to suffer so miserably.

Imagine the people who were actually in Nagasaki.

Not only did the people vanish without a trace, the land was also completely devastated. No more vegetation, no more little houses, no more scenery. Just barren land.

Is this what we really want?

For the world to be covered in flames and ashes?

I do not understand the need for weapons, let alone nuclear weapons. I wish that they would just vanish. Why do we have to fight one another to death?

World peace? Protection?

I know people may hate me for saying this… But ain’t that b.s.?

People hold grudges. People want ‘justice’. And people remember the worst of each other instead of remembering the good about one another.

I guess it’s ‘human nature’. But that’s the main reason for all the wars and tension, isn’t it?

Why do we need weapons? I am desperate for an answer. Why can’t people talk things out? And even if you don’t want to talk it out, don’t just casually bestow upon them the gift of death?! (Furthermore the people who die are mostly innocent!)

Now that the world is at the brink of war again, can we make things right this time? Can we work together to remove weapons? Can we ensure a future for our children and their children?

Just last week, there was the Las Vegas massacre.

Just one person with 23 weapons, 50 pounds of explosives and 1 600 rounds of ammunition in his car managed to kill at least 58 people and injure 527 people.

Imagine how many people would die in a nuclear war?

I know I am not the most convincing person, so I hope that this video would inspire you!! 🙂 (I absolutely love Lady Gaga)

Sure it’s hard but nothing good comes easy.

Always thinking,

e.clair ❤

Week of 2nd Oct ’17

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Inspired by many.

Fourth Vetting

Wednesday (04.10.17)

Are we really done with 4th vetting already?!

4th vetting was absolutely inspiring. I feel like this year’s recital is going to be really special.

Every single number of the show is unique in their own way. There is something to take away from every dance.

Honestly, watching every single item from backstage that night was simply a treat. Though it is not 100% done yet, I can’t even pick one favourite item of the show (which rarely happens).

Of course, I am incredibly proud of my children. Seeing their growth from the 1st vetting is so gratifying. And I am looking forward to seeing them perform on stage in two weeks’ time.

I think what I am really nervous about is emceeing the show. Though I have an awesome partner, I am afraid that I’ll pull her down instead. But I still have 11 more days. So I’m just going to practice every single day!! 😀

If you are in Singapore, and you’d like to catch the show, please do visit http://www.npartsfiesta.com/free-your-imagination for more information and to purchase the e-ticket!!

Hope to see you there! 🙂 ❤

Being able to tie a bun again

Friday (06.10.17)

On Friday morning, I saw an advertisement on Facebook that was promoting the bun maker clip.

And in my mind, I thought, “How nice would it be if I could pull my hair into a bun again?”

From a young age, I have always kept my hair long for ballet. But 2 years ago, I got the courage to cut my hair shorter and shorter until it was above my shoulder. (Yes it was addicting HAHA)

Then this year I decided to bleach my hair to dye it ash grey.

But unfortunately, this happened, and I could no longer tie up my hair because it was super short and really really damaged. The most I could do was a low ponytail.

And for quite some time, I was feeling really depressed about it. But over time, I guess I just got used to it, and the thought of tying a ponytail or a bun didn’t really occur to me.

But I am excited to say that I can finally tie a bun again! Though I look absolutely ridiculous in one HAHAHA!

Injured Cat

Friday (06.10.17)

It was a rainy night in school. I was walking on the sheltered pavement by the road.

A little cat came towards me, slightly wet. It immediately rubbed its neck against my ankles so I decided to play with it for awhile.

After a few gentle strokes, it went around my back and what I saw instead of orange fur, was blood dripping down a wound about 2cm to 3cm wide. I was absolutely horrified.

I was second guessing myself too. Hoping that it was just mud.

But it rubbed its wound against my ankle and it was in fact blood. At this point, I went into full-on panic mode. I started calling people but no one picked up. And then THANK GOD because 2 friends saw me petting the cat from afar and decided to get my attention (I was wearing my headphones). I shouted across and explained to them that the cat was injured. So they ran over with tissues in hand HAHA.

But really, the 3 of us still didn’t know what to do so one of my friends called another friend who graduated from Veterinary science!

In the midst of all the chaos, the cat started crossing the road to get to a silver car that just parked.

Apparently, the lady was there to feed the cat. And she told us that the cat has also gotten injured before (however, this was the worst injury by far).

Thanks to her reassurance, I calmed down a little. But leaving it alone was still a little saddening so I stayed with it a little longer to stroke it for a couple more minutes. Not that it helped the cat in any way though.

I just really hope that the cat will heal soon. What a brave cat. (Or a glutton HAHA)

A weird dream

Sunday (08.10.17)

I’ve had this dream twice this year.

I dreamt that my teeth fell out.

The first time I had this dream, it was just 3 or 4. But this time, all of my teeth dropped out, just leaving two molars on the left.

Inside the dream, I was panicking. I was wishing that it would be all a dream and I’d wake up from it. But when I squeezed my eyes shut, and looked again in the mirror, I did not ‘wake up’. And I was mortified.

At that point of time I was thinking, “Oh no, I still have to emcee in 2 weeks’ time! What should I do? Implants are going to be painful and expensive…” And then I was thinking of how to tell my parents and everything. I also remember thinking, “I should have put on my retainers!!”

What an absolute nightmare HAHA.

When I woke up, I searched google for an interpretation and it said that it could be seen as a ‘representation of the fear of ageing or becoming less efficient or productive’ or that I have concerns over self-worth, self-image or how I am being treated by others.

Which is true. Easily all of the above I guess.

I’ve been getting so tired of my thoughts recently. Overthinking really drains my life force but stopping it is nearly impossible.

If anyone has any suggestions on how to stop overthinking, please let me know!


Song obsessions ❤ of the week include:

  • Feel It Still by Portugal The Man.
  • Go Go by BTS.
  • Now Or Never by Halsey.

Always dreaming,

e.clair ❤

 

Week of 25th Sept ’17

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Wait… Hold up! It’s the last week of September??

Personal Project

This week, my personal project has finally begun to take flight HAHA. It has been on my mind for a couple of weeks prior, but to see it actually happening is really exciting.

Though I must say that I’m not exactly any good yet, I want to continue this project just because I know that it will help me grow. And things will only get better!

Sadly, I don’t have the confidence to post it on social media yet. I shall keep it for personal references for now. But maybe just maybe, one day I’ll let the world see it HAHA.

I would love to take this opportunity to say a big thank you to my friends who supported this little idea of mine. And for always motivating me when I think that I’m not good enough (which happens most of the time)! I promise to keep working harder 🙂

Not in the pink of health

For the past two weeks, I haven’t been feeling very well.

I have been getting frequent headaches, I’ve had a sore throat for almost two weeks now, and it’s been getting worse.

I have felt chest pains, and a weird feeling in my neck (like it’s swelling up). Sometimes I’d feel like fainting when I’m doing nothing at all.

I’m kind of used to it already. But I get a little scared at times HAHA.

I think I wonder about death at least a gazillion times a day HAHAHA. Is that weird?


I apologise that this week’s update is terribly short!

Song obsessions ❤ of the week include:

  • Lying Together by FKJ.
  • Issues by Julia Michaels.
  • By Your Side by Jonas Blue & Raye.

Always dreaming,

e.clair ❤

Week of 18th Sept ’17

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This week was by far the most memorable.

Dance Camp

Tuesday to Thursday (19.09.17 – 21.09.17)

Waking up around 7am every day wasn’t nearly as hard as getting inspiration.

Although the basic structure of the item is already done, there are some parts that are “blurry” and are in dire need of “touching up”.

Having rehearsals 4 days straight was tiring but fun because I got to see such a great improvement in their movements.

All in all, I feel like the dance camp really made the team even more bonded than ever. And I am immensely thankful for everything and everyone that was involved one way or another.

Gardens by the Bay

Saturday (23.09.17)

So one of my best friends told me about the Autumn Harvest that was happening in the Flower Dome at Gardens by the Bay, Singapore. They displayed as many as 22 varieties of pumpkins! And boy was it an amazing sight HAHA.

Growing up in a country without four seasons can be a little saddening, but it’s events like these that really fill that ‘void’ HAHA.

Despite ‘amazing sights’, I didn’t manage to get any really good photos after all. #nonexistentskills HAHA.

But nevertheless, I had the most wonderful time ever 🙂

In The Making (MESS)AGE

Saturday (23.09.17)

Distinct Creative Arts, a performing arts school in Singapore, had their annually held dance production – In The Making!

It was my first time attending it, and I was really touched by the little stories about broken families.

Watching the production made me remember why I fell in love with contemporary dance again. ❤

I am really glad that I went this year 🙂

Do follow them @distinctcreativearts on Instagram if you would like to catch them next year!!


Song obsessions ❤ of the week include:

  • Strip That Down by Liam Payne & Quavo.
  • Lie by Halsey.
  • Mi Gente by J. Balvin & Willy William.

P.S. “Week of 25th Sept ’17” will be up in an hour’s time!

Always dreaming,

e.clair ❤

Week of 11th Sept ’17

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Plenty of important meetings.

Meeting the Regional Manager

Tuesday (12.09.17)

I thought that it would be a meeting with a few other students who are like me.

Apparently, the other students couldn’t make it. So I was alone, sat across the regional manager of my university(who was a really nice man by the way), feeling super nervous. It was absolutely crazy. HAHA.

I hadn’t thought of preparing questions for him really, but I think he pretty much answered a couple of questions I’ve had at the back of my mind. And he showed me videos and 360 images of the school’s campus and the student village as well. Which was really cool in all honesty.

Though nerve-racking, the meeting was alright and it made me really excited :’)

Third Vetting

Friday (15.09.17)

It’s already the third vetting?!

And in 2 week’s time, it’s going to be our fourth and final vetting before the show. Oh my goodness, where did the time go?

This journey that I’ve been on has been an incredibly enriching experience. And I already have so much to say to my ‘children’, but I’ll have to keep mum about it for now!

Anyway, being able to watch the entire vetting was amazing. And on top of that, I got to see the people who inspire me, which made it even more amazing.

I think it was at that moment, that I felt really grateful for everyone who was there. Because they gave me a chance to become a better human. And I sincerely hope that I will not disappoint them.

Fclub

Friday (15.09.17)

So my secondary school friends finally completed their Basic Military Training and they had the week off after their Passing Out Parade.

To celebrate this achievement, the boys decided to hit the club.

To be honest, I wasn’t too keen on going to the club again. But some of them do mean a lot to me. So for me, there wasn’t really a choice, it was more of an “I have to go” kind-of-thing.

So after my dance vetting, I rushed all the way (literally ran whenever I could) to Clarke Quay to meet my girl friend and her girl friend to find the boys.

We settled down near a bridge and played a few games to get ourselves tipsy HAHA. I got a few calls from a friend (but 3 people were talking to me) HAHA. And once I ended my last call, my girl friend was drunk, and the boys were ready to get into the club.

So we squished our way through and started dancing near the DJ station where there was a platform. One of the boys (who was also drunk), got up on the platform, and eventually pulled me up on the platform.

I thought that I’d be on that thing for a few songs and that would be the end of it, but nope, I was on that thing until we left. Which was probably 2 to 3 hours. But I mean, it is probably a good thing because my girl friend went ‘missing’ many times (she went to the toilet with 2 other people) and being on the platform was the only way I could find her.

I was also thankful for the boys because we are like brothers and sisters, so I could just act really chummy with them so that the other guys in the club won’t try anything ‘funny’.

Well, all in all, it was terrifying yet funny at the same time. Though I did feel bad for the girls who looked like they wanted to get on the platform.


Song obsessions of this week include:

  • Dusk Till Dawn by Zayn Malik and Sia.
  • Ju1y by Gentle Bones and Myrne.
  • Sorry Not Sorry by Demi Lovato.

Always dreaming,

e.clair ❤

Week of 4th Sept ’17

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“Good things are worth the wait.”

Children’s Disney & DreamWorks Delight

Saturday (09.09.17)

I worked 6 days this week and I was really just counting down the days and hours to this event.

I chanced upon this event while scrolling through Facebook one day and I was immediately drawn to it because come on, DISNEY and DREAMWORKS?!

So I asked along a couple of my Disney loving friends to come along with me (they are actually my dance friends) to sing to our heart’s content while we have a picnic.

So we met up at Singapore Botanic Gardens and made our way to Shaw Foundation Symphony Stage (by following the crowd though one of us knew the way HAHA). Boy was it crowded!

But really, I’ve been so excited for this all week, I wasn’t going to let all of that stop me. So we quickly found a spot on the grass and laid out a beach towel (because we couldn’t find a mat). It wasn’t a good spot. We couldn’t see the stage at all but I was contented just being able to hear the orchestra.

The West Symphonia played songs from Prince of Egypt, Beauty and the Beast, Mulan (I flipped out of excitement), Frozen (didn’t hear Let It Go though 😦 ), Zootopia, The Lion King (yes they played Circle of Life & Can You Feel The Love Tonight), Aladdin, The Little Mermaid AND Moana!

Though the medley was only an hour long, we stayed for almost two hours after the event just chit chatting (on the wet grass, getting our butts all wet HAHA).

It was such a simple yet splendid day. And I am all for days like these.


What do you bring to picnics?

Song obsessions ❤ for the week include:

  • Waking Up Slow by Gabrielle Aplin.
  • These Girls by Why Don’t We.
  • What Lovers Do by Maroon 5 and SZA.

Always dreaming,

e.clair ❤

Week of 28th Aug ’17

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‘Tired’ was an understatement.

Work

Monday and Tuesday (28.08.17 & 29.08.17)

I took up another events job at Marina Bay Sands.

The actual event was on Tuesday, but we had to go there for the stage rehearsal on Monday. And after that, I had to rush all the way back to school for dance rehearsals (which was so intense because I’d choreograph on my way to school).

Unfortunately, I only had 2 hours of sleep because work started at 6.30am and it was far from home. And I was the one who had to call the taxi to pick up other people in my area before heading there so I had to wake up even earlier.

12 hours of work (with only a 30min break in between) finally ended and again, I had to rush back to school for dance rehearsals. At this point of time I was already dead HAHA. I was feverish.

But who wouldn’t be sick after freezing for 12 hours whilst working?

Vetting 2 + Reunion with Serniors

Wednesday (30.08.17)

Thankfully I woke up in time to get my ass to school before 9am for blocking in school.

It was going to be a long day and I was already exhausted.

Until now, I don’t understand how I managed to stay awake all the way through the day plus rehearsal plus vetting plus supper HAHA.

But yes the highlight of the day was meeting the serniors!

Serniors is actually the title of a dance piece created by my batch mates and I last year for recital. But eventually, we just called ourselves serniors HAHA.

We haven’t met in a long time and I was so excited! 😀

Though we didn’t manage to do much together, just supper, I was grateful enough for that 🙂

Check up

Thursday (31.08.17)

For those who are new here, I went through surgery to remove a bony spur (likely a birth defect) in my ear that caused me to have bad hearing.

So I actually went back to the ENT doctor after a couple of months for a check up and it looks all good 🙂

Unfortunately, I was having a bit of a trouble with my taste buds recently.

Everything tastes especially salty/ sweet to me. And I was having a hard time eating. Sadly, when I told my doctor about this, she could not explain why I was having this problem.

We even did a little scope through my nostrils to the base of my tongue but nothing much could be seen except for my existing problems.

I was a little disheartened, but still happy because my next appointment is in a year’s time! Which also low key means that I’m unofficially discharged HAHA.


As usual, let me know how your week went!

Song obsessions ❤ (all kpop) this week include:

  • Babe by Hyuna.
  • Gashina by Sunmi.
  • Koko bop by Exo.

Always dreaming,

e.clair ❤

Week of 21st Aug ’17

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One word to describe this week would be ‘AWESOME’.

Learning How To Cycle

Wednesday (23.08.17)

I’ve never shared this about myself, but before this day, I couldn’t cycle.

A friend of mine did try to teach me when I was 14 years old. But I kind of failed. After that, I could only cycle with the double bicycle (so I needed someone who knew how to cycle, to cycle with me HAHA).

But boy am I proud to say that I can cycle now!

A close friend of mine brought me to West Coast Park (near Clementi) to learn how to cycle. And honestly, at first, I was super afraid that I’d be wasting his time if I took way too long to learn. But I got it in 20 minutes (God bless) 😀

And for the rest of the hour of our rental, we cycled back and forth the park about 3 times perhaps?

I also got to take a couple of photos of the sunset that day (which was absolutely stunning). Definitely a gift from the heavens above.

After everything, we headed to JCube (located in Jurong East) for dinner. We ate at Wing Stop! I got the boneless chicken set with Garlic Parmesan and Hawaiian. I wasn’t very fond of the Hawaiian as it tasted a little weird to me. But I have weird taste buds, so don’t take my word for it!

And that pretty much summed up my Wednesday!

Hiphop Introduction Class

Thursday (24.08.17)

So one of my dance girlfriends had this idea of learning other genres. To support her passion, I decided to go with her with a couple more friends of ours.

We went to Converge Studios (located at Tanjong Pagar) for an hour of hiphop with Ms Yiwen Yong.

She choreographed to a remix of Ayo by Chris Brown and Tyga, and wow it was really fast HAHA.

Nevertheless, it was all in the name of good fun! And the 4 of us had loads of fun (though 1 was left a little traumatised HAHA).

If you’re looking to try out different genres of dance, you can head over to Converge Studios! Stay tuned for updates on their Instagram as well! 🙂

Disclaimer: this is not sponsored HAHA.

For anyone who decides to go, do let me know how it went! 😀 And I do hope that you have lots of fun as well!

Singapore Nights Festival

Thursday to Saturday (24.08.17 – 26.08.17)

Oh my goodness where to start?

It was just an absolute beauty. I found myself gawking at the exhibitions more than once HAHA.

It was my very first time going to Singapore Nights Festival and I have to say, I’m impressed.

My favourite has got to be Convolutions by EZ3riel. For my international friends, you can find videos of it on YouTube! I love the lights, the music and the transitions. If I had to pick one thing I didn’t like about it was that the ending was a little abrupt. 😦 But other than that, love love love ❤

To be honest, I am glad that I went there more than once, because there was no way I could have went to all the exhibitions in one night.

And going with different people also made me realise that company is really important.

It was not until the very last day that I took a lot of photos (which I am pleased with). And I think this was all thanks to the company I was with?? The person I went with that night is an amazing photographer and videographer. And I guess I was even more motivated and inspired to take photos (though I really need to improve even more).

During my time there, I also saw friends that I haven’t seen in quite awhile, so that made me an even happier soul (I literally looked like an overly excited hamster running around HAHAHA).

All in all, it was simply full of joy and fun! ❤ 😀

Coney Island

Sunday (27.08.17)

Finally it was D-day I have been training for. Just kiddin’!

But yes I did learn how to ride the bicycle for this day (as well as for the future). I went to Coney Island with an awesome bunch of people from the dance club, D3, that I am in.

Thankfully, I made it through the day without falling over or injuring myself yay! 😀

I also found joy in taking photos for others (and extra joy when people say that the photos I took are nice) hehe 🙂 ❤

At the end of the day, my friend and I came to realise that we probably cycled about 10km HAHA. Which was mind-blowing for me, because it was my second time on a bicycle??

Phew.

My amazing and cute dance instructor also compiled all her videos and a few of our photos into her video!! Do watch if you’re interested in heading to Coney Island 😀 or if you’re having a bad day. (I’m not gonna lie, I think I watched the video like 10 times in just one morning)


So I guess that pretty much sums up the eventful week!! 😀

Song obsessions ❤ of this week include:

  • Boogie Wonderland by Earth, Wind & Fire.
  • Bad and Boujee x Bounce Back by William Singe.
  • Mask Off x Humble by William Singe.

Always dreaming,

e.clair ❤

Week of 14th Aug ’17

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“What?? August is almost ending?? How did that even happen.” This has been on my mine for the entire week.

I think it was because I was working from day to night almost everyday. Time seemed to pass by so quickly this August.

Work was fine, but my body wasn’t.

Travelling from one end of Singapore to the other for work is not exactly something enjoyable.

Because I was so afraid of getting ‘stomped’ or reprimanded for not giving up a seat (yes that happens in Singapore), I sat on the floor every trip I made. So that means almost 22 times of sitting on the floor of the train (which is really dirty).

Having to travel for a long time also meant that I had to get ‘ready’ on my way there if I wanted my sleep. So I would braid my hair on the train there whilst sitting on the ground instead  of doing it at home HAHA.

I was really drained mentally because I was surrounded by people constantly (especially because I’m an introverted person). Physically, my body was literally that of a 40 year old on the last day where I experienced back aches and shoulder pains. It was torture having to stand there, with people coming at me every second (not exaggerating) HAHA.

During my time there, I was being thrown to almost every ‘department’ (all but one department) while almost everyone else stayed in their respective ‘department’.

At first I was thinking if it was because I wasn’t doing well. But that wasn’t the case.

Ultimately I was both thankful and irritated.

Thankful because I was exposed to so many different ‘departments’ and because of the trust placed in me by my boss.

Irritated because of all the information in my head. Sometimes when I’m really tired, my mind gets jumbled up and I ask the visitors the wrong questions HAHA.

All in all, working in the service line is interesting because I get to see both the kind and ugly sides of people. (Also because it is good material for writing or performing arts). Yes I am scheming HAHA.

Well, that’s all for the week. Sort of boring.

Songs that helped me through the week:

  • Critical Acclaim by Avenged Sevenfold. (Viewer discretion is advised.)
  • Fantasy by Alina Baraz & Galimatias.
  • Havana by Camila Cabello & Young Thug.

Always dreaming,

e.clair ❤